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One of the people who came to meet Dr. Hayling – and to seek the guidance and support of the NAACP of Brevard County – some years later had walked a long way to get there. State Senator Lawton Chiles started a little meander in a little town on the Alabama line, and kept going through place after place, picking up media coverage and endorsements and hangers-on all the way.
He was walking for the US Senate, for the Democratic nomination to succeed a man with an equally Southern name, Spessard Holland. He was from a small town in the field country south of Orlando, and there were next to no Floridians outside his state Senate district who had heard of him at all. C. Farris Bryant had, of course, he was the Governor and Chiles’ primary opponent, but as Chiles meandered his stunt gained coverage, and he gained recognition and then he had the clout to meet with enough folks to maybe actually go on and seriously challenge Bryant, and then he was finding that he needed to build a broad base of the new Democratic party, which brought his walk through Dr. Hayling’s office.
He had skipped St. Augustine, it was out of the way, he needed to go down the spine of the state through Gainesville before he cut over through a little rural area that he needed to walk because it was the home of the Speaker of the State House, who would be endorsing him as they wound their way together through the hamlets the rotund older man represented, wearing walking boots and long-sleeved seersucker shirts to keep down the mosquitos, chewing the air as they talked.
He had skipped St. Augustine because he’d never been there, and he’d have plenty of time to cut back up that way in a car or a plane or whatever. And so he was out on the Space Coast and chatting with Dr. Hayling about “the race question” and how he would be toeing the line in the campaign but voting the right way in Washington if the rubber ever did actually hit the road. Dr. Hayling didn’t find himself inspired, but Farris Bryant had been an explicit segregationist while Chiles never was, and that didn’t hurt.
They talked for a while about St. Augustine, and Chiles said good things about the right to protest and the right to own guns, and Chiles resolved to visit St. Augustine one day, maybe, he told Dr. Hayling, when one of his many investments paid out well enough to earn him a vacation.
Continuing down the Space Coast before he cut inland, Lawton Chiles stopped in at a bar to talk to the patrons. He found a number of folks receptive to his down-home folksiness, honed inside about a dozen county-seat courtrooms. His platform didn’t seem to matter much, there really was nothing to campaigning but smiling at a jury of a few million of your peers and making them like you enough to put a checkmark by your name on election day.
He approached a tall man with a well-trimmed mustache and quickly they found that they were both brothers of the same fraternity. The man said his name was John Robarts, and he was down on vacation. At the end of a long day, a non-constituent was exactly what Chiles needed to unwind, and he ordered another drink for both of them and talked to Robarts for a while about their shared hobby of hiking through the backcountry. After a few more drinks it came out that Robarts was in fact the Premier of Ontario, down in Florida doing something like campaigning himself among Ontarian snowbirds on behalf of his party and among Quebecois snowbirds in French on behalf of the Canadian Confederation.
Chiles, seeking to master foreign policy in the state of consciousness he preferred to discuss it, asked Robarts if he was the right or the left up there, and Robarts told him, truthfully, that his party had governed Ontario for 30 years by living up to its name, he was a Progressive Conservative.
In the general election, whenever his Republican opponent would try to tar him as a liberal, Lawton Chiles would say no, he wasn’t a liberal, he was a progressive conservative, a modern man for a modern time.
He and John Robarts agreed to meet in St. Augustine (Robarts had never been either, the snowbirds preferred it a bit further south, most times, he said, in places where speaking French was more acceptable in public) sometime, maybe down the road. Robarts said he was planning to retire into a life of advocacy for Canadian Confederation outside of elections.
When Governor Chiles eventually made his first visit to St. Augustine it was 1997 and he was there for the ribbon cutting on the 100th Red Lobster in America. Lawton Chiles had founded Red Lobster, and the insatiable appetite of the American People for Cheddar Bay Biscuits and popcorn shrimp had paid for his famously extensive vacations from the Senate and now the Governor’s Office. As a founder and the Governor, he could of course make time to cut a ribbon. Maybe he could even meet that old Canadian who had made his long career possible with that preposterous slogan from another time, a political self-description that Chiles was still using even though it hadn’t caught on with anyone else.
The only things Lawton Chiles saw in St. Augustine were the parking lot outside the Red Lobster and the decor inside. He found himself quickly whisked away to another party, a fried chicken fundraiser in Jacksonville at a thousand dollars a quarter chicken, learning from an aide in the car back to the airport that Robarts, who he had invited down to eat at the Red Lobster with him, had ended a long battle with depression 15 years before.
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For the vast majority of Floridians, the beach is a common feature of life, especially at a young age. It’s easy, when you’ve grown up by the saltwater, to forget what the beach says to someone who lives more than an hour away. There’s something to be said, of course, about the compelling human desire for the sea, and it’s already been said better by other folks, folks from New England and Newfoundland and Ireland and Sri Lanka and other sea-dependent places.
The mystique of the beach for the inlander is related, of course, but not the same. It was debated, in the cheap seats of a beat up 2002 Ford Taurus wagon originally purchased by the driver’s Grandfather to haul his grandkids around, whether someone from inland could even understand the beach, or whether it was forever hidden from them. There were five of them in the car, and their things for a week away from the pedestrian cares of work and school in the back.
It was argued persuasively by one of the young women in the back, Doreen, a PhD student in Spanish Literature at the University of Florida, that her girlfriend Emma, who had been Kentucky state champion in the 100 and 200 yard backstroke twice before heading southward for college, was a person who understood the beach implicitly despite being raised a mountain range away from the nearest saltwater. Emma loudly agreed that all water, to a swimmer, is water. She worked for the Florida Department of Children and Families now, in the rurals around Gainesville mostly, and this was her third visit to St. Augustine. She preferred the gulf beaches, having found the first time she was there that there was more to them.
This was contested enthusiastically by the driver of the wagon. Sam, a biochemist who had grown up in the swamps on the islands just northeast of St. Augustine and now worked at a pharmaceutical company outside of Tallahassee. She wasn’t arguing that salt and fresh were enemies, she said, just that waves were important to think about, that the sounds of an ocean-facing beach were different from a river, a lake, a pool. The bigness of the tides and the sloshing of the water and the rumble of the sea (she had seen and heard it close up on calm warm days and when her mom had decided they’d stay home and drink through hurricanes) were distinguishing factors, and she preferred the sun when it beat down on her near the ocean.
This was Sam’s new boyfriend’s first trip to St. Augustine, and she and Doreen had planned an itinerary. He was a digital artist, mostly, when he was doing things, and he smoked Camels because, he said, a man with a fifties name like Craig should smoke Camels. The boyfriend wasn’t joining the argument, or even thinking about the sea at all, really.
Their first stop was going to be the lighthouse. Doreen (who had named herself after her great grandmother) liked to take in the whole city as soon as she got back, and soak its weird resiliency into her before she had to face her family. The five of them (and Sam’s friend Enrique, who had stayed local after high school and worked his way up from janitor to re-enactor at the lighthouse, so he could get them all in for free) climbed the twisty steps, pausing on the vertiginous landings to tease each other about looking down into the widening gap. They wondered, as Sam and Doreen had since they first visited together on a third grade field trip, why the lighthouse keepers hadn’t rigged up a pulley system to lift the oil up, instead of hauling the heavy buckets on the narrow stairs with their low railing.
Now they were stepping out the door into the light, and Craig was lighting a cigarette and saying there wasn’t much to look at, really, from up here, and Doreen, after kissing Emma, gave Sam a knowing look. Who couldn’t see the wonder from up here? Enrique and Luis, an electrical engineering PhD and stagehand for the community theater in Gainesville, were discussing the Fresnel lens inside, and had plenty to occupy them. They’d both seen the city from up there anyway, and Enrique was terrified of heights, a secret he was assiduously keeping from the folks who kept promoting him.
They’d test Craig again, Sam decided, down at the Alligator Farm, and the low current of skepticism that had been in her mind for a month or two now would rise more sharply to the top of her mind until then. Maybe he was just a grumpy Long Islander who’d already stood on top of better lighthouses and seen cooler cities expand out below him, more interesting and more meaningful and more historic. But if he couldn’t find the joy in the albino alligator, or if he wouldn’t pose with the babies, then maybe the city had said all it needed to already.
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I ran into them on Vilano Beach, though I can’t say I knew it. My uncle and I had hopped in his golf cart and sped through the trailer park and across A1A to a little parking lot next to a beach access, and walked down the wooden stairs battered and partially buried by the last hurricane of the season a couple of weeks before. We walked past the group, there, and they seemed happy, both in and completely out of time. It was the day after Thanksgiving, and it was nice and warm out, and we were going into the ocean.
I was melancholy for a moment, looking back across the Atlantic (still warmer in November than the Pacific off Los Angeles is in August) at Ireland and thinking of my ancestors, but the waves came in again and again and I bobbed up and down in them as my uncle boogie boarded. We had the time together because my aunt and my cousins and my Aunt’s mom, who I figure has some kind of relation to me but since my Uncle is the blood one I don’t really know how to classify her except as the maker of excellent meatballs, were headed to the Outlets north of Daytona for some shopping.
I’m lucky that my uncle let me in on his solitude, I think he enjoyed regaling me with tales of the corrupt and foolish local officials who populate the news in north Florida as we drove over, and my questions about them as he came out to the deeper water to catch another wave. I know I enjoyed telling him that he wasn’t alone, the officials (and the developers I interacted with) in South Carolina were similarly loose with their grasp of law and sense. I know also that he loved my stories of attempted bribes.
I spent the time bobbing up and down and occasionally treading water or diving under big waves and feeling the power of the ocean in what was left of my hair. I spent it getting a sunburn on the tops of my shoulders which would remind me of my hubris but tan out nicely. I spent it thinking about how lucky I was that I could be there with family, in an interesting and fundamentally different place, and not have to brave the wilds of Thanksgiving travel back across the country.
I’ve told my uncle since how much I appreciated his invitation down, and told my aunt how much her letting me in on making the sourdough and sausage stuffing and the other trimmings gave me joy, and it’s impossible to disconnect those feelings from an indelible sense of place that they shared with me whenever I needed it.